BIG Change

I now know that all levels of consciousness are available to everyone all the time. Each individual chooses for his/her self what level is suitable at the moment. But this is mostly an unconscious decision! And that is very fortunate indeed! Because if we would be able to rise our consciousness at will we would get crushed by everything we would perceive inside of us. Therefore we normally choose just the right level to be able to work with ourselves, the right weight to train with, so to speak.

This new knowledge solves my dilemma on why I can not sustain a higher level of consciousness for a longer period of time. Instead of focusing on how I can get more conscious I am now more focused on why the current level of consciousness is the most balanced level for me right now. What are the fears I am protecting myself from? Identifying and working with those fears is the only sustainable way to higher consciousness. Training focus is still essential for the speed of the development and I am happy to write that I have taken up my Focus Training again.